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let die

baby you had a bad day at work 

I’d be listening to all your pain and struggles

you don’t need no pills no more

you came to and you went away 

from my 100 square ft apartment in the city 

your stories remained in my brain

the pain is in my bed 

my truth is what you didn’t take

It wasn’t us who lived

let me live and let die

reflection of your tie in the mirror 

ZEUS

burn it 

pour it in the air 

let die, let the wings fly 

 

Mistake’s been made

Dec 27, 2017

” It was a tiny mistake that I made today

Bet the clouds could have illusions anyway

I’m still not very sure what this moment means but hey

Why don’t we explore and stop wondering instead? “

I can be conventionally wild.

Throughout my short 24 years of living conventionally wild,

I’ve made mistakes and I become a convict of my self-loath.

I’ve given love, and I’ve broken a heart.

I was lost

But piece by piece, I’m found.

 

J?

OANNE

JO
ANNE
JOA

NNE

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Jan 1, 2018

” I tried to write

I spent my time standing still in the low tide

Waited to be inspired

To search for the meaning of life

Boredom is extracts from guilt

The intense need to be fulfilled

I look around

Trying to pour my blood and health over that low scale pothole of yours

The lie of it all is that we don’t want to see things exactly as they happen

We’re introduced to be unique

But somehow it got twisted

It became the fear of the one who uses the same silk

The one who says the same slang

The one who stops you from feeling unique

Again

We try to be fulfilled

Engage with whatever is painted on the wall

Epiphany slapped me on the face

I just wanted to thrive

But then you were here all along

We do not need to hide

Just accept it and rewind. “

Why do I always need inspiration to feel alive?

Hours and hours of listening to speeches on Ted, interviews on Podcasts, couples bickering on their couples therapy sessions, reading books, discovering new music.

Only when i’m not sleeping, or sometimes when i’m asleep, and i forget to set a timer,

it’d just go on till the next morning.

Nonstop voices in my head even if i wasn’t listening to them carefully, I felt like i was absorbing the information it has to offer.

I loath the feeling of being lost & alone, in a sense of knowing that you’re not moving forward, but everyone else is. That is probably the loneliest feeling to me.

Being in a city, where everyone is trying to figure out life and every once in a while they gather and share. It’s temporary but it’s a beautiful exchange between strangers.

Oct 2018,

“It’s an awful beautiful little coincident

That I came to a town full of lousy friends

Holding hands and

Walking towards the condescending range

Is there a ticket to the show?

I want to know

If I could play a role

If we could be lovers

Laugh and cry without being slightly offensive

To anyone to anything

My heart is tolerant

You, her, him, and them 

And yes, 

I could be the interlocutor

Take over the spotlight

I’ll be the star

By the time you know it

we’re all rockstars

Jump on the stage just release your soul

Underneath the mask

Tear down the control

We became the major cost

Of the insecurities that we own

The liabilities on our properties

To this society, is what we owe

I created this insanity

maybe it’s just a version of me whom I loath

Sometimes it gets painful

But it feels real.“

Parallel connection

Jan 2, 2018

Feelings are meant to be felt, I can feel it

All the time.

As I grew older, things around me got more sophisticated

But the feelings always transcribe deep down in my heart.

I know you probably don’t see it because I’m not so transparent anymore.

Funny thing is that some people thought that I’m too transparent about my life.

And they make assumptions about the way I see things.

But luckily, with some very special people

You share the connection: You don’t say a word, but you share the universe in a very unique way. 

share with the world about your parallel connections.

Life in Pieces

This is my very first published work.

As a non-immigrant Asian (Taiwanese) girl who spent half of her life wondering wether it was the best choice to doubt the educational system in where she was born and raised; when I turned 18, I decided to go to America to continue my college education and to expend my excessive creativity.

To envision a life that has been there for me to unlock.

I spent 2 years in Seattle Central Community College, where I met so many people from all over the world. I’ve had the chance to meet people from different backgrounds; rich, poor, smart? or I’d say they figured shit out ahead of some people.

anywho, boohoo boo

 

May 26, 2014

“It’s difficult being a young adult,

Obstacles and disappointments

will come challenge us over and over.

But we gotta remind ourselves that

Love is Everywhere.

Now I finally understood why we need to love ourselves more than anything else.

There’s no real equality in this society

Something we just gotta learn

Earn respect

and just try to make everything around you a little bit better by sending love

In your own way.

Remember the discipline that you built.”